Saturday, June 2, 2012 @ 11:53 PM
It's 2nd June today, which means it's our 1st year together. Oh, I mean, suppose to be. I didn't know you would do such a hurtful, heartbreaking thing to me.... Moreover you did it just 2 days before our most special day..... Do you remember, you said that we would go and get couple rings for ourselves on our 1st year? Actually I was expecting it already, somehow. Cause you weren't talking to me as much when you started your poly life. Yes, you told me you are busy, and I tried to keep this relationship going. I thought I was doing well, but it ended up like this... I didn't know it would hurt so bad. And the reasons that you told me.... I really hope it's because of them and not that you're trying to make some excuses. But..... Maybe you met someone better than me? And that's why you wanna ditch me? But how can you be so cruel. You have taken advantage of me and you promised that you wouldn't leave me, and yet that day you told me all those kind of irresponsible words....
Well... Put those heartbreaking things aside. I've actually prepared this gift for you for our suppose-to-be 1st year...... And a photo album too, so that we can keep all the pictures as memories. But guess.. It's all trash now. It's ok, I will keep it, if ever one day you want me back....
Our first picture together! I'd have to confess. Although that time I keep saying that I don't want to take it with you, so unwilling. But I was having butterflies in my tummy >w<
See! Those times when we weren't even together yet but you were so sweet to me already~ ♥
And loads of pictures took together at random times~ ♥♥♥
We went to the airport to study but end up to be a date~ (:
And times we spent together under the void deck~
And I still remember this, when you were playing your game, hehe <3
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This is the only sweetest photos and I guess it's the last one we took together....
Remember this photos? We took it when I went to your house one 11/11/11 at 11.11am...
You made this your dp and the caption was '11/11/11 11:11. Wish that i'll be dis stupiak girl forever ♥'
You said forever but what's happening now? < / 3
All I'm left with are the things you gave me..... But I've lost you....
And I hope you're still keeping the things that I gave you too....
My cover photo, desktop background, everything is still about you~
I will still love you my boy, and yesterday I was asking you "If we ever have a chance to get back together will you get back with me?" And you said "I'll try" It hurts me still, but at least I know you will. I really hope that we can get back together. And I love you no matter what ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
JOLENE♥
