JOLENE♥

EastViewSecondarySchool. 307'12.

JinZong♥, love of my live

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Edited by: Jolene

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Yes, I'm going to get depression soon if this goes on. Actually I was doing well, coping with the situation. Until what the girls said today... If they didn't, I wouldn't get so paranoid again x.x It all starts again, I'm getting more worried. You, not being there for me since the day you start your poly life. I can't take it. My grades all show, it all sucks cuz I'm getting affected so greatly by you neglecting me. But I was doing great at hiding it. And I tried to be good, not to disturb you. Thought that you would just at least send me a good morning and good night text, that will be good enough. But you didn't.... 

Yes, you'd never realise, just by neglecting me, not sending me even A SINGLE message, hurts me deeply... I tried to be understand, but don't you think it's too much for me to take it.. 

And you'd even promised me that time... before you went to poly.. That you would make time for me, just to meet me. And..... then promise it broken.

I rant to you about problems in school, you wouldn't even reply my text. I was alone, you weren't there to even give me moral support. I need to face everything by my own.

I'm badly hurt emotionally, but you wouldn't even care. the promises that you made, it's all empty.

Because I care about this relationship. You told me, we would last, until we get married, have children, grow old together. I really believed, cuz I thought that you were different from all the others.

You didn't even asked me if I'm fine...... I've longed for your msg all day and all night. But you can just simply not text me for 3 days until I initiate it..... I'm really speechless. And I'm damn afraid that you'll wanna break up with me x.x So please don't <3