Yes, I'm going to get depression soon if this goes on. Actually I was doing well, coping with the situation. Until what the girls said today... If they didn't, I wouldn't get so paranoid again x.x It all starts again, I'm getting more worried. You, not being there for me since the day you start your poly life. I can't take it. My grades all show, it all sucks cuz I'm getting affected so greatly by you neglecting me. But I was doing great at hiding it. And I tried to be good, not to disturb you. Thought that you would just at least send me a good morning and good night text, that will be good enough. But you didn't....
Yes, you'd never realise, just by neglecting me, not sending me even A SINGLE message, hurts me deeply... I tried to be understand, but don't you think it's too much for me to take it..
And you'd even promised me that time... before you went to poly.. That you would make time for me, just to meet me. And..... then promise it broken.
I rant to you about problems in school, you wouldn't even reply my text. I was alone, you weren't there to even give me moral support. I need to face everything by my own.
I'm badly hurt emotionally, but you wouldn't even care. the promises that you made, it's all empty.
Because I care about this relationship. You told me, we would last, until we get married, have children, grow old together. I really believed, cuz I thought that you were different from all the others.
You didn't even asked me if I'm fine...... I've longed for your msg all day and all night. But you can just simply not text me for 3 days until I initiate it..... I'm really speechless. And I'm damn afraid that you'll wanna break up with me x.x So please don't <3
Wednesday, May 23, 2012 @ 11:20 PM
Waddup my dearest readers~ Do you miss my face? Here's some cutesie gifs of Fazlyn<3 and me :P
These are all taken while we were waiting for the buses to go for the post exam activities. Actually we were suppose to go for the Science Centre but 12 are chosen to go for the Enterprise Day @ Outram Secondary School. The north-east side people are so handsome nyehehehe. Ok just joking. Only saw this cute/handsome OSS guy~ And SP guy and girls are all so handsome and chio too! Kind of xiasuey to go for this event lah, cuz other schools are like so good. And OSS is like got one subject BUSINESS one leh ;A; Why EV so lag one ): Oh but I kinda enjoy all the events. I know loveeeeeeeeeee stocks. Andand, met these two Sec1 guys. They are just super cute lor! One is Chor Hoong, he got potential to be ahbeng hahahah. But walao! He say I look like China and I got mustache T^T
BUT I DON'T CARE!
And another guy is called Conrad. Super angmo name right!? He sounds and looks like angmo too! But he claims that he's not. He super gentleman lor, then the Chor Hoong like funny also lah hor. Both cute sec1 boys (: Oh and I forgot to mention, that CH is in basketball and Conrad's cca is SNOOKER! COOL SHIT!
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And I totally spammed Vivien's cam with my priddy face! (jokes)
Super candid, we were talking and Shihui went to press the button.
Have you realised? For most of the photos I kept smiling with my mouth opened and showing off my teeth :DDDDDDDDDD
Playing around with my hair~
Ok last picture of me~
PHOTO OF THE DAY! Ok, really last~
Credits: Photos from Vivien
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Gonna update on the previous Safra outing asap. Imma go file my stuff now ): Hope you enjoyed reading and stay tuned! ♡♥♡♥
Saturday, May 19, 2012 @ 10:15 PM
So yes, as I've promised. An entry with where I've went today! Buffet at MBS with sis and aunt. Just saying, I feel as if I'm a food blogger and my sponsor-er is my aunt, for bring us to eat all the good food. HAHAHAH. Ok, so yes, this is at Marina Bay Sands. It's called "Rise and Fuse" aka "Rise"
So it's like located at the lobby area. And obviously the surrounding is damn nice.
I was kind of disappointed when I got there, cuz when we went to see the spread....... There's was no fresh oysters which I always anticipate for when I go for buffet (one bad point).
But oh well, at least there's mussels. And my aunt said that their crab is not fresh :/ (second bad point)
Another thing that I was expecting! CHOCOLATE FONDUE! ;DDDD
MARSHMALLOWS, STRAWBERRIES & BREADSTICK!
Ok this is their pasta.
AND MORE FONDUE!
GRAPES AND MORE BREADSTICKS!
So obviously, what's buffet with out desserts. I went to grab the Passionfruit and Blackberry ice cream. And supper love the Crunchy Chocolate Balls~
And more more more marshmallows, plus these cute small blackberry small thing (I forgot what it's called) Anyway, it's super nice!
Sorry I was totally being childish -.-
Some camwhoring, I look damn cui today so..... maybe you can skip my face...
After that, we're feeling super full+bloated. So we went to shop around. And yes, this boat thing is damn romantic lor~
Pictures look damn dark, cuz the area's lighting is not good. Even flash doesn't help...
Cute boat.
So I was being so tourist-y(?) LOL
Wrong angle cuz the lighting is wrong.....
And I saw this cool shop, with ALOT, and I really mean ALOT OF LIGHTBULBS as their decorations.
So what do you think, does this post makes you hungry? Oh and I forgot to mention, it cost about $40++++++ for 1 person for the buffet. Well, look forward for more food posts ♥
JOLENE♥
