Friday, August 5, 2011 @ 11:09 PM
Took this picture like yesterday? HAHAH. Errr, so it's friday today. Woke up late this morning. Reached school and my face totally went nuts. So itchy you mei you! Well, it was all ok until the another person come and her attitude towards me change alil? hmm... Morning assembly, went back to class blahblahblah. First period english, fking boring. Maths, vinay is somehow humorous de lor.
Nan:"Mr Vinay why you never tell us about the Australian Math thingy?"
Vinay:" -stunned face- Shit (in a funny tone with a funny face)
Cute sey, then whole class laughed :D Recess. Walao, like what sey, I think if I didn't walk out ah, they went down for recess without me liao? HAHAH. Back for MT. I tell you Ter drove me insane. He keep disiao me and etc. But good, made me forget my trouble for that moment ^^ Music. Sian sia. for like all the periods in labs, I cannot even fking produce the thing. My loops thing still blank lor... Oh and I tot she would let me sit with her? Does she hate me that much and love her so much now? I tot she hated her? But now I think is me hahahaa.... After school all went home to bathe cuz meeting for pool afterwards. Met Vivien at 2pm @whitesands. Went to comics connection and she bought her stuff. Then we trained to Tampines. Suppose to meet Felicia de, then she told us to go first. So we 168-ed to Safra. Met Ter and his friends. Then went to the pool area. But like fking full sia, then we waited from the to like evening, still no place-.- Oh ya, and it was like they keep taking pictures :D without me... (: Idky, it just gives me a feeling that she really hates me and leaves me out for everything, do you deny? Seriously. Then went bowling. Yeap, we talked. But until she came, and she starts to ignore me again........
They finished playing and suppose to go dinner. But yknow what. They were like walking as if there was no US. So baby got pissed and I kinda got heartbroken again. So just fake something and went
It's just obvious that you're saying me? HAHAHA. And it's always the same. One second it's ok, and the other is not cuz she appeared. You know how much effort I put it, but it seems like you really dun care.. Why izit always, yea I said ALWAYS, happening to me that my friendship is always corrupted.... I really want to befriend with somebody,that I trust so much and she would trust me as much as well. But it's not possible for now? or maybe never.. Yea and it's getting worst thanks to another. You are trying very hard, I can see. And I think your plan is working. You succeed. What else can I do. Sit at one corner and cry when nobody gives a fuck. Then now baby is like sad cuz I neglected him, cuz I trying so hard to save this friendship...... I'm really sorry for everything. Yea, I have stupid tuition tmr morning and I'm damn tired from all the things that I have to face each and everyday.... Goodnight.
If you see this and think that I'm too bitchy then I have nothing to say.. Really... But it's really... nevermind......
Oh and baby drew a super cute stitch for me that day. Love you so the much ^^ ♥♥♥♥♥ MUACKS!
JOLENE♥
